Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Sometimes Reading Can Be Bad

So allow me to explain the heading. I'm not talking about reading actual books etc. Those are just fine. I actually encourage reading books. I'm talking about when you stumble across a piece of paper, a text message sent to the wrong person, a FaceBook message meant to be private.

Yes those times can be quite bad, especially if the content is about you or someone you care about deeply.

How one chooses to react to said content, well that's up to them. Ignoring it might only prolong the event that will take place in the future. Taking it up right away can cause a nasty fight and end things right then and there.

Decisions decisions.

Sunday, September 21, 2014


Watching Enterprise again from the start. I wish this series would have ran a good seven years. It was getting good when they cancelled it.


Oh the nightmares I had last night. I don't know what caused them. Half of them I don't really remember. I do know I had them though. I suppose that's enough. Dreams and nightmares have a way of becoming reality somedays. Other days they just seem to ramble on and do nothing.

I suppose I could make my dreams a reality. Hopefully not the nightmares. The nightmares can stay away. There's no reason to allow them to stick around and stay. No, let's leave those where they want to be.

I read once that you have the ability to change the ending of your nightmares. Before you go to sleep simply think of how you want the nightmare to end. A happy thought is all you need. Who knows maybe you are able to complete the nightmare and force it into a happy dream. Yeah something like that. Sometimes it works, other times it doesn't.

Sunday, September 14, 2014


Oh how an interesting point emotion has come to the mind. It's an annoying point in life. There's no reason to allow emotion to enter your subconsciousness. No reason to allow it into your mind. Why would you allow such a thing into your mind where nothing else will allow it to get into it? Doesn't make any sense now does it?

No, I didn't think so.

Why would you allow such things into your own mind when you are able to allow it to expanse into other regions of your mind. Such events can be repressed into your mind. You are able to experience things where they should not belong.

Yes, they should not belong there. But they are there. What would you do with such a mind thought? What would you do?

Makes no sense to me if you think about it. Perhaps the mind would repress such thoughts. No longer able to be alive.


It would all be gone.

Well Shoot

So I had this idea where it would be found. There's nothing there at the moment. Perhaps if I found a way to figure out exactly what as going on? Well I might perhaps find out what's going on exactly. Saying you want to die? That doesn't mean enough. Everyone wants to die someday. There's nothing to wait for in dying.

If you're just waiting to die... what's the point? Doesn't make any sense now does it? No I didn't think so. Who really wants to die to begin with?

Death is such a ... permanent demise. What exactly happens when you die? So many questions. I do not know what happens.

Maybe if you.... die? Tell me.

Let's talk about writing

Write. Don't look to your left, don't look to your right. Just write. There's nothing else in the world better for you to do. If you have an idea? Write. If you don't have an idea don't write. But still write. Write till your knuckles bleed. Write till your fingers bleed. Write until you have no more other reason. Just write already. What's wrong with writing? If you write your ideas get out. If you write your thoughts get out. When you write your dreams are freed. So write.

Write to see what your dreams come out to be. Write to see what is all out there. See what is out there in your heart. Write. Do it. There's no reason to not write. You must write.

Docking Ports

It's quite amusing... I've been watching Enterprise lately and noticed something. They never have an issue with docking ports. Obviously they make it similar so there isn't time lost in the story telling. But if you were to take things as they should be, as though it were a real world and such. Yeah doesn't make any sense right?

Oh well... I suppose there are times to just allow yourself to get lost in the story and continue on your way.

Just an interesting side not.