Monday, August 29, 2016

Started writing again

So I started writing a new book, short story, something? I don't know what it is yet. It's just a thing so far. I look forward to fleshing it out more. Seeing what characters spawn from the whole thing and yeah.

I rather enjoy a challenge. I plan this to be quite a challenge.

Something in depth I hope.

We shall see...

Sunday, August 21, 2016

What is this life

Many things are confusing at times. I simply don't know how to get things under control most days. Feel like I'm losing a battle. 

Wednesday, August 17, 2016


Ever have a day where you're just simply frustrated? I think today is that day. Too many thoughts happening in my head. Too many decisions to take care of. A lot of issues that need to be resolved, and yet here I am wondering how in the world I am going to make everything better. Is that a possibility? I don't know. There are just too many thoughts in my mind right now. I keep getting told I'm going to be just fine and dandy. Well shoot. When will that actually happen? I feel like a soft warm fuzzy kitten that wants to hide in a room!

Like that kitten! Right there with the flower! Yes, let's discuss that kitten. Look at how happy it is! It has a flower. It doesn't care about anything else in the world because of said flower.

Why can't I be like the kitten? Why!

Tuesday, August 16, 2016


Ever wonder what a snowman's life cycle is? I mean I get it. Water gets cold, it becomes snow. You build the man, or bunny, or whatever and off you go having fun. But then it melts. The darn thing melts! Kinda mean if you think about it. You've spent all this time gathering up enough snow just to create the wonderful creature and it melts on you.

Kinda sad if you ask me.

There should be ways to keep the snowmen alive for a bit longer...say a decade. Then they can melt away all they like.

Just a thought.

Over Thinking

I tend to over think some days. I'm not sure why this is, but well it's a thing. My brain just starts thinking and for some reason I can't get it to stop. It can be annoying. Let's face it. When you want to sleep you want to sleep. But here you are awake as can be without the thought of sleep even entering your mind. Oh sure you want to sleep, but it doesn't happen. All because of the over thinking going on. Talk about an annoying concept.

So Here We Are

It's how many years later and here we sit. Is there anything to be said of such a manner? I think not. Should there be anything of the like that would make you want to try and make things better than they currently are? That I do not know. If you stop and think about it all for a moment...would you actually understand and grasp all that is going on? Could you for a brief second, figure out everything in the universe and make the world a better place?

Was it ever a better place to begin with? What are we comparing it to nowadays anyway?

Such a crazy question to say the least...or perhaps it's something worse than that. It's the thought that is crazy. The question is sound.

Yes, something like that... something which I do not know how to take it for granted.

So Life

I can't seem to put together my thoughts lately. I don't quite understand why that is. They tend to come and go long before I have the ability to recognize what they are saying to me. It's such an odd feeling. An odd concept. A thought process unknown to me. I wish I understood what was going on. It would be a nice feeling to actually understand what the hell is going on with these thoughts. Maybe I've just been off my meds. I don't know. It annoys me.